Temporary Bliss

pool of grief  what could've caused  emptiness, sorrow why did it hurt  crawling your way to safety another shot taken  and with it your spirit  one last time  you mutter under your breath please please don't disappoint  you beg  coming at you  like a tank at full speed he runs over  your very last film of love

a little spark in conductors connecting thru lights you up your space and spirit  tiny tweaks you never noticed till stolen  gushes of air  you've never felt alone on the spreads eerie silence falls you turn side to side peculiar buzzing in your ears like cancer it spread thoughts as dark as the room fills your mind, heart and soul   ears bleed as you try to close them shut nails pressing into skin you can't keep it out stop, stop this paralysing pain coming at me like a bullet train a lump in your throat you're about to scream the lights come back on there's wind in the air  you are once again light and alive "goodbye for now" you tell yourself