Specter

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In the dark
It hits you harder than before
Like a stranger stepping into your space
A midnight robbery
Along with your slumber
Embezzled, your mind.


Vantablack
All your now damp eyes can make out
The familiar specter
Of a pensive soul
At battle
With none but its own.


An end or a beginning
Never lucid
It wrecks and crushes and ruins
All and any
Bliss
Merely dismal.

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