do you notice how it takes almost all of you to build your happiness bit by bit every minute of every day every day of every week to feel as content as you are today to feel happy on your own nothing's wrong, no one's hurting you and yet you go in search of that one thing you know will and you feel that familiar pang in your chest but you continue to look and at this point you've somehow managed to make yourself unhappy again thoughts, feelings & shit you know it was your fault you wanted to know and sometimes just sometimes ignorance is bliss here's to another starless sky here's to another sleepless night the thunderstorm, your old friend that playlist, familiarly playing in the background and as you sit at the edge of your desk, facing out the window with your favourite view, that very silence at 3/4am ...
how does one see another? a human? entitled to their own thoughts and rights of life don't you find it impossible to sit still and stay quiet does it not press on your chest when you don't say a word how does one hurt another? a person, who means the world to another and is someone's mother is it not a matter of extreme importance when humans start to harm each other and the higher power does not bother? how do you stand tall and strong unfazed by the disgusts that go on in the world your loved ones live in its not okay to be okay when humanity is falling apart when all faith is lost
along with the rest of the world's imprisonment, came my very own customised torment, returning home sounded enticing i should have known, it was just false advertising i've always been able to keep my demons at bay preesh? nah, she's okay i drink from a 500mL containing it all feels like hell its been two solid years i can't seem to hold back tears each day getting worse than the last clearly still affected by the past i'm out here, just another day all smiles, nothing to say this is the place I feel out loud this is the place I feel alive.
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